Have your faith, and faith in her faith. With the Goddess and God, have faith in your afterlife. The door will be open and never closed. Have faith in who you are and what each other is and always be. The loss know it for what it is, body, physical connection. Keep your connection with your spirit and that door will always be open. Heart to heart there will be no veil on that thresh hold. Celebrate the life and love, and so it will be. Archonstone